Maafkan Aku Kerna Masih Mencintaimu !

Maafkan,

Aku telah mencintaimu,

Tanpa suara, tanpa kata, dan tanpa jamah juga,

Sejauh ini,

Kusimpan sendiri dalam hati,

Bersama rinduku, mengejar dirirmu, mencari bayangan dirimu.

Kau sering datang,

Dikala lelapku, mencipta kebahagiaan,

Dan hilang, disaat aku membuka mata,

Aku dpt merasakan hangatnya dirimu, merdunya suaramu, berada disampingku.

Setiap kenangan antara aku dan drimu sering muncul dlm ingatanku,

Sekaligus mengalirkan airmataku,

Saat indah bersama dirimu akn ttp ak sematkan dlm ingatanku.

Walaupun hmpir 2thun kita berpisah, hatiku msih untukmu,

Sukar untk ak mlpkan segala2nya,

Perit untk ak membuang dirimu dri hidupku,

Aku hidup dengan bayang dirimu, dan aku rsa bhgia.

Maafkan aku sayang,

Aku msih tdak dpt mlupakan drimu,

Walaupun drimu sudah berpunya,

Aku harap kau bhgia dismpingnya,

Doaku sntiasa mengiringi mu.

                                                  Always love u sayang..

                                                      SARALIF forever..

I won't Give Up!

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you areHow old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find'
Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

p/s: i still berharap agar mndapat kembali cinta yang selama ini telah membuat diriku sengsara..

My Housemate!!

Love in Silence!

Love in silence??
This is our world, our future. These are our times, I believe we have to see in silence and there's no mystery.
The world is so busy talking. What do they know?? They're missing out on being alive. Words are turning into lies. We're looking for love to guide us. What do we know?? The truth is never to be told. It's waiting there inside your soul. The innocent join in fighting so easily also in a world of pain and war. Who knows what they're fighting for?? 
Love is the only direction that leads to truth. Knowing in your heart what's right and you'll walk upon the sea of light.
There's something!! In love and silence. That you can find. Know yourself and all around.

Shitt..

Ak x tau nape skrg ak benci dkt laki sgt2.. Lpaz ak ptus ngan dia, ak jd ilang arah.. Ssah untuk ak prcya dgn kata2 laki ag.. Da rmai laki ak skitkn, ak x ia berterusan.. Ak bnci dgn pe yg trjdi skrg.. Ak ingin mulakan idop dgn aman dan bhgia mcm yg dia tgah alami.. Byak yg tlah ak lakukan untk lpakan laki x guna mcm dia, tp semua itu sia2.. Aty ak ttp pada dia.. Ishhh, celaru otak ak.. Kadang2 merana juga jiwa n lara ak ney..huhuhuhu

Inilah laki yg tlah hncurkan kebahagian n  kehidupan ak.. Dia juga ar yg merampas semua nikmat kehidupan ak.. Ak benci kt dia sgt2.. Ak sumpah yg ak x en cri laki cm dia.. Ak hrap sgt2 dia akan rse mcm mana ditgglkn org trsyg.. Mcm mana perit rasanya..

Susah bagiku untuk menerima semua ini..

Mmg niat dihati untk mlpakannya buat slama2nya..ak x nk ag brhrap kt owg yg x mngkin mnjdi milikku..wlaupn prasaan ak trhdap kau x pnh brubah tp trnyata prasaan kau trhdap ak x ag spt dlu..dlu kau slalu brjnji padaku yg kau x kn tgal en ak tp sume 2 hnya lah kata2 manis yg trucap dri bibirmu..dulu ak trlalu bodoh sbb mmpercyai kata2 dustamu itu..x sggup ag untk ak mnanggung pnderitaan ini..ak ingin bebas dri derita..ak hrap kau x kn mncul ag dlm hidup ak..ak juga tau kau bhgia dismpg penggantiku disisimu..

Mulai ari ney, ak akn mmlakan idop bru..walaupn ak x idop brpsangan tp ak mmpu idop brsendrian..ak prcya sa2 ari nnt igatanku trhdapmu akan lnyap wat slama2nya..ak brjnji pd diriku x akan mlakukan prkra2 bodoh ag slpaz ney..ak ingin brjasa kpada ibu dan ayahku sblum ALLAH mengambilku dari mreka..

Bg ak mnderita ditinggalkan owg trsyg lebih pdih drpada ak mnggung penyakit ini..ak REDHA ngan kehendakmu..ak tau ak byk mlakukan dosa n mgkin ini blasan trhdap sume itu..kemtian kita x dpt dijgka oleh sesiapa pown..

Orang yg hidup pzti kmbali kpada-NYA..

Always wish you were here..

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Kehadiranmu adalh prkara yg pling bhagia dlm hidupku..
Sayang AF..